tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59844252011-04-22T03:25:09.003+08:00yunx loves lala :)lalalalalalalaland~lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comBlogger1641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1124964071119295092005-08-25T18:00:00.000+08:002005-08-25T18:01:11.123+08:00i look like a panda with my dark eye rings n puffy eyes now. yucks!lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1124886563453929992005-08-24T20:18:00.000+08:002005-08-24T20:42:31.693+08:00hey cel, sad to say it's mostly not caused by the darn pms..i only wish it was =/..i always tend to feel that people (except close ones) are impervious and aloof towards what i say..am i just being too sensitive i don't know..but sometimes it just drives me to a point where i want to just scream : "just listen to me will u!!" But than again, the words just never come out.so i say i don't like lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1124778830497138892005-08-23T14:18:00.000+08:002005-08-23T14:38:06.426+08:00Already at this age & i still get bothered by the most insignificant & inconspicuous things..i'm starting to wonder whether i would ever really get out of this shell of mine..i miss being a kid free from all these troubles..or rather, free from the troubles often developed unnecessarily by myself..i can't even decipher myself at times..i hope all these are just caused by the darn pms..urgge..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1123069618276434072005-08-03T19:41:00.000+08:002005-08-03T19:46:58.283+08:00Plagued with the damn flu virus..just great..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1122821826909064392005-07-31T22:55:00.000+08:002005-07-31T22:57:06.916+08:00First day of school tmr..wish me luck that it'll be a good day! =)lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1122660099702235862005-07-30T01:50:00.000+08:002005-07-30T02:07:53.340+08:00I need to flush all my frustrations OUT like now now now!!My tummy is feeling really queasy now, really hope i don't end up with a stomach flu.(yunx if i really fall sick i'm gonna kill u!) So school's starting in 2 days & i ain't exactly looking forward to it..just the usual fear of stepping into a new environment & adapting to it, & not forgetting the extremely loooong journey to school..woohoolala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1121940996083545322005-07-21T17:55:00.000+08:002005-07-21T18:29:58.396+08:00I haven't exactly been a frequent writer in this blog of mine & i shall blame it all on my slothful behaviour..it sure does require a certain amount of effort to actually get down on the computer and start scribbling my thoughts down..there, my reasonable explanation =)..Well, things haven't been too peachy lately with me sneaking out for mambo night on the night before my bdae to my parents lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1120762651767108942005-07-08T02:53:00.000+08:002005-07-08T02:57:31.770+08:00I had a chance to choose between my freedom and some extra cash. Right now, i'm really regretting choosing the latter.lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1119810051727936252005-06-27T02:04:00.000+08:002005-06-27T02:52:49.253+08:00i'm gonna get pass all these negative feelings & thoughts inside me and be truly elated inside out =)..Gonna be quitting my job on 8th july & i'll be truly free free free..till school starts that is. But it's only gonna be a 3 days school week for me so i'm still delighted =)..loving it!wasn't intending on doing this but I decided to do it anyway..haha..My birthday wishlist1. My lovely clutch lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1117642325325044942005-06-02T00:02:00.000+08:002005-06-02T00:14:25.106+08:00i'm feeling depressed, as much as i hate to admit it..The uni stuff is making me feel so lousy and frustrated and mum just ain't making anything better by screaming at me about it everyday. I got accepted into UWA and Curtin in Perth and I really wanna go but doubt it'll ever happen but surprisingly mum didn't scold me for signing up for them w/o her consent and she didn't say no to sending me lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1117029810727742552005-05-25T21:58:00.000+08:002005-05-25T22:06:09.796+08:00I'm just a perplexed girl living in this disenchanted world needing some sense to be evoked into my empty & meaningless shell. I'm giving myself many excuses & reasons to shield myself from my mistakes & rid myself of my inflicted self-guilt. But i came to a startling realization that things just don't work this way.lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1116261485300543322005-05-17T00:32:00.000+08:002005-05-17T00:38:36.866+08:00succumbed by insecurities & paranoia, spilling with emotions & distaste..I want to be more than who i am, i want to push myself to my limits because sometimes i feel that being just the way i am don't make u happy enough...lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1115994283410697162005-05-13T21:52:00.000+08:002005-05-13T22:38:34.260+08:00my life has become so mundane & i officially resigned to fatigue for the past 2 weeks because of work..i've been going home straight after work on my own free-will because i'm literally brain-dead & too exhausted to go out or even to do anything..the idea of clubbing after work will never even cross my mind..yes work is so HORRID..& it's so freaking inconvenient for me to get to work & go home lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1114521597857251972005-04-26T21:11:00.000+08:002005-04-26T21:32:12.603+08:00hair-dying session didn't go well today..yunx, yanz & cindy's hair turned out so pretty except mine..i feel totally horrid now..still rather traumatised by the lousy hairdresser & i'm in disbelief of my terrible luck..don't wanna go into explicit details..i miss my black hair so much =(..but really appreciate yanz, yunx & cindy for being so sweet =)..love u guys! ian was really sweet too..*muackzlala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1114331088100724002005-04-24T15:45:00.000+08:002005-04-24T16:27:59.070+08:00it's already 3 plus and as usual, u didn't call me to tell me the plans! urgge..*whines whines whines*..as usual i'm spending a lazy sunday afternoon at home..managed to study abit for my SATS..i so regret signing up for it..had a horrendous lunch mum bought..the yucky taste is still stuck in my mouth =/..and mum was throwing her temper at me again..went to the gym and had a dip in the pool at lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1113126588199952072005-04-10T17:42:00.000+08:002005-04-18T18:39:39.553+08:00~plagued with a diseased nose & throat~on a brighter note, 1) my bf is coming back today..i'm elated =)..2) gonna watch a play on homosexuality on tues..hah..3) yanz have decided to learn dancing with me..yay!4) i'm finally dying my hair next mon..but i'm still sour bout the fact that i haven't found a job yet..i'm gonna suffer from a financial deficit soon..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1112686367687917402005-04-05T15:32:00.000+08:002005-04-05T15:32:47.686+08:00euphoria when i'm with u... lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1112544273685176412005-04-03T23:44:00.000+08:002005-04-18T18:40:40.280+08:00~i miss you so badly that it hurts..~why is it that more often than not people don't listen at all..they'll just cut u off right smack in between n ramble on with their own stuff..it really pisses me off..i hate it when people are distracted n don't listen..sometimes all i need is just a pair of sincere listening ears..is that too much to ask?ended up clubbing at moloko instead of cocco latte last nite due to the sucky crowd at lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1112286866351562862005-04-01T00:15:00.000+08:002005-04-01T00:34:26.353+08:00ok time for some update after leaving my blog to dissipate on it's own for more than a mth..life have been pretty hectic working continuously..tmr's gonna be my last day at work..having a mixture of happy and sad feelings..happy cos i no longer have to give up my free time to work or bear with my supervisors' torment..sad cos i'm gonna leave the girls i've grown close to behind (gonna miss tiff, lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1108486836549333282005-02-16T00:35:00.000+08:002005-02-16T01:00:36.550+08:00~Valentine's day was perfect..i couldn't have asked for more..thank you hunny =)..i love you so very much..really appreciate everything..~Beliefs and faith, be it religion or just faith in oneself does play an significant role in our lifes. It gives us the motivation to achieve many goals and empowers us the strength to overcome difficulties and challenges. But i've subconsciously taken the path lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1108191226295656662005-02-12T14:45:00.000+08:002005-02-12T14:53:46.296+08:00i'm starting to think that cny has the hidden agenda of making people fat..and i hate it!!i've been putting on weight thanx to the steamboats and oh so yummy new yr goodies which are happily placed all over my hse and i just can't resist them..urgge..starting to see a bulge on my tummy and it's annoying the hell outta me =(..but i gotta admit i did enjoy the food and the angpaos but i hate it lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107277974903941362005-02-02T01:06:00.000+08:002005-02-02T01:12:54.903+08:00it cld be a moment of ecstacy or cynissism in your presence.
what stark contrast.
but i guess that's the very reason why i'm still loving u..
it's alwayz unpredictable when i'm with u..
it's 1.10am in the morning and i'm still not asleep..gonna feel like shit at work again tmr..the feeling of dread is overwhelming me..urgge..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107176410186816072005-01-31T20:58:00.000+08:002005-01-31T21:00:10.186+08:00i adore u girls..never failed to be there for me during my highs n lows..luv u my lil clique =).. lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107176091708565292005-01-31T20:54:00.000+08:002005-01-31T20:54:51.706+08:00c.j.a.y lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107176038410182202005-01-31T20:53:00.002+08:002005-01-31T20:53:58.410+08:00*muackz* lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107176004523178952005-01-31T20:53:00.001+08:002005-01-31T20:53:24.523+08:00ahaha.. lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107175982171080692005-01-31T20:53:00.000+08:002005-01-31T20:53:02.170+08:00andy's b'dae chalet lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107175916111476832005-01-31T20:51:00.001+08:002005-01-31T20:51:56.110+08:00simply adorable.. lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107175866545801182005-01-31T20:51:00.000+08:002005-01-31T20:51:06.546+08:00squashed! hah.. lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107175771419881362005-01-31T20:49:00.000+08:002005-01-31T20:49:31.420+08:00smilex lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1107175703741900802005-01-31T20:48:00.000+08:002005-01-31T20:48:23.740+08:00lil clique at alley bar =) lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1105866933890955432005-01-16T16:56:00.000+08:002005-01-16T17:15:33.890+08:00jude law is so cute n charming =)..everyone agree with me?
watched "Alfie" ytd with my lil clique and rachel..good show i wld say and jude law was a plus..drinking at alley bar aft that was more like a gossiping and crapping session with photo-frenzy moments..totally enjoyable..other than the fact that our drinks were kinda a dissapointment due to the sheer size of it..time spent with the girls lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1104424086261427942004-12-31T01:19:00.000+08:002004-12-31T00:28:06.260+08:00i'm so damn busy working my ass off from 9am to 6.30pm for the pass 3 days..i feel so stressed up with so many things to do..can hardly even find time to msg or talk on the phone during working hrs..uob is overworking me with only a pathetic pay of 6 bucks per hr..urgge..it's tking a toll on me both mentally n physically =(..it's nye tmr n i still gotta work half dae..horrible supervisors keep lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1104084944533624342004-12-27T02:00:00.000+08:002004-12-27T02:15:44.533+08:00xmas party at ade's hse was a blast..excellent host, fantastic company, beautiful ambience, food was gd too..what more cld i ask =)..
gonna start work in 1 day time due to unforseen circumstances..i know tat i said i was kinda excited about it before but now, the thought of giving up my freedom so soon kinda suck..the money is the only incentive right now..going gyming with junz tmr..time to lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1103817707856600442004-12-23T23:47:00.000+08:002004-12-24T02:29:52.850+08:00photos r up =)..
haven't been blogging cos i've been ultra lazy..well christmas is in 1 day time n..tis the season to be jolly...falalalalalalalala =)..kinda excited but did not do any christmas shopping (=> no xmas present bought) cos i've been extremely low on cash which is sucha letdown..not to mention the fact that town is so extremely crowded that it's almost impossible to get aniting even lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1102744959322200582004-12-11T13:56:00.000+08:002004-12-11T14:02:39.323+08:00watched "blade trinity ytd n i gotta say it's a really gd show..i enjoyed it quite abit although i ain't exactly a fan of such shows..jessica biel certainly gets my vote for her bod =)..
nothing beats hanging out with my girls =)..i'm a happy happy girl...lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1102441820808017072004-12-08T01:45:00.000+08:002004-12-08T01:57:49.473+08:00insomnia has become my stalker at night and sleeping have succeeded in becoming a chore..dreaded eyebags are hanging below my eyes as a result and i've caught a terrible flu..tragic..
looking forward to seeing my girls in a couple of hours thou =)..
~i love u more than u can imagine n that's what scares me..~
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1102268002195797622004-12-06T01:29:00.000+08:002004-12-06T01:55:49.680+08:00i feel useless after trying to help u juz now n yes yes, i admit i'm a spoilt brat..n i feel really bad up till now for hitting u so hard juz now =(..i'm really sorri..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1102145362309819362004-12-04T15:21:00.000+08:002004-12-04T15:31:07.533+08:00it's sad how one person can be one of the closest person to u n know u inside out one moment, but u feel as though there's this very high wall u can't cross between the both of u where u've become almost like total strangers the next..all those conflicts n differences juz seems so insignificant and childish now..i stare up at the ceiling in bewilderment n wonder what went wrong..
i may look likelala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1101747582586561342004-11-30T01:46:00.000+08:002004-11-30T01:11:42.073+08:00i've been waiting for the bloody exams to be over for so long, but now that it's finally over, i'm just not in the mood to have fun..life just feel so meaningless now that i have all the time in the world..i know i'm being weird and fussy but i can't help it..n i absolutely hate this feeling..urgge..once again, i've succeeded in being sucked up in my own pessimistic thoughts..wish i knew what's lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1100964654484969362004-11-20T23:26:00.000+08:002004-11-20T23:36:45.320+08:00fone is spoilt n i currently don't have a fone..so if anyone wanna contact me, call me at my place k..i tink i'm catching a flu..sniff sniff =(..met cindy to study at thomson in the aftnoon..we were supposed to meet in the bus but cindy was happily still at home when i was 2 stops away..she end up having to run to the bus-stop n when she was dashing out, she watched the bus drove off..ahaha..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1100840587798261422004-11-19T13:59:00.000+08:002004-11-19T13:03:07.796+08:00copied this from junz blog =)..ppl pls support yah..thanx..
Prerogative@Rouge on 27th Nov.
Featuring DJ Kainne spinning RnB and Hip Hop from 8pm onwards.
Tickets exchangeable for 2 free drinks.
1 for 1 on drinks before 1am. 1 for 1 on jugs after 1am.
Tickets at only $17 whilst stocks last,grab them now!
msg cel at 93893213 for tickets now!
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1099467868201298542004-11-03T15:42:00.000+08:002004-11-03T15:45:26.503+08:00gp paper is tmr and it's making me cynical..pessimistic thoughts are clouding my already conjested mind..i need to get out of this mental state..fast..urgge..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1099394252166776492004-11-02T19:12:00.000+08:002004-11-02T19:19:24.606+08:00things have been really hectic and stressful..i have loads n loads of stuff left to squash into the brain of mine..hopefully the time i have left wld be enough..have been going thru an emotional rollercoaster n feeling rather down in the dumps due to the stress..but i feel so much beta now..guess i juz gotta mk use of the time i have left..ppl wish me luck..n thanx to those who's already wished lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1097755517266357002004-10-14T20:04:00.000+08:002004-10-14T20:05:17.266+08:00i'm not gonna deny it but things are definitely different between us now..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1097754367777349852004-10-14T19:40:00.000+08:002004-10-14T19:50:27.523+08:00things have been rather stressful lately..As is so damn near n still got so much stuff to study..grrr..it's driving me crazy n looks like i'll be handling all my stress on my own..oh well..
whoever is the person who tagged to say i give spendid blowjobs seriously got nothing better to do..whoever u r, stop wasting ur time..hurhur..i really feel sorry for u, ur life muz be really boring that u lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1097149135037890552004-10-07T19:37:00.000+08:002004-10-07T19:53:30.806+08:00i've been spending lots n lots of time with my girls but i luv every minute of it =)..
juz 1 more day n i can see u again..the missing is enough to kill me..darn..
*pimple attack!* so annoying..i hate exams..they make me ugly..grrr..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1097148920356439992004-10-07T19:35:00.000+08:002004-10-07T19:35:20.356+08:00my adorable lil clique..i luv u girls! lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1097148861447704502004-10-07T19:34:00.000+08:002004-10-07T19:34:21.446+08:00junz yunx me yanz =).. lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1096892965314555232004-10-04T20:28:00.000+08:002004-10-04T20:29:25.316+08:00darlings all the photos have been uploaded already under "albums 3"..so dun need to ask me already..hah..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1096790551092726532004-10-03T15:59:00.001+08:002004-10-03T16:02:31.093+08:00our love is making me diabetic but i like it =)..i luv u and i never ever get tired of saying that..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1095428176123670102004-09-17T21:26:00.000+08:002004-09-17T21:50:47.643+08:00todae was spent shopping with junz..really had a great time..realised it's been way too long since i last caught up with tat darling..sorri bout ur phone incident thou =x..but it was funny watching u shout at tat guy..haha..it's been so long since i last saw u throw ur tantrum..finally splurge on buying stuff instead of juz sticking to window-shopping aft so long..man it felt gd..missed shopping lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1095144400048840152004-09-14T14:39:00.000+08:002004-09-14T14:52:39.816+08:00Happie 2 Yrs Anniversary darling =)...
shan't get all mushy n dramatic down here..juz wanna say tat i luv u..i really do..thanx for bringing so much colours to my life..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1094886523742504292004-09-11T15:02:00.000+08:002004-09-11T15:12:13.153+08:00in less den 2 more daes, the horrid prelims r gonna come rushing n it's gonna last for 2 wks which is gonna feel like eternity n it's gonna be pure torture mentally n physically..i'm gonna at least try coming out of it alive..urgge..
but on the lighter note, it's gonna be me n my baby's 2 yrs anniversary in 3 daes time =)..n i still luv u more den ever..can't wait..luv luv..*muackz*..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1094367688390840252004-09-05T14:57:00.000+08:002004-09-05T15:01:28.390+08:00~i wish they was a big fat ugly monster to chase all my blues away =(..~
the stress of the exams juz round the corner is seriously getting to me..urgge..missing my dearies..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1094109705009407692004-09-02T15:19:00.000+08:002004-09-02T15:32:56.350+08:00~quiz eric sent to me today n my results are as below..really accurate if u ask me..~
Mood Analysis Test
Results for Test Taken Thursday, September 02, 2004
You are so adamant at this time, you are not willing to concede to anything. You are dictatorial with your own ideas and the way you are feeling and there is little that anyone can do to make you change your mind, or to be able to persuade lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1094042045630639062004-09-01T20:27:00.000+08:002004-09-01T20:42:19.353+08:00i'm sick of being treated like how i think n feel dun matter..
i'm sick of being told what to do..
i'm sick of giving way..
i'm sick of ppl telling me my faults when they themselves have faults too..
i'm sick of being taken for granted..
i had enough of all this..i'm done with being nice..
i'm feeling down..i need to go on my dessert eating spree..a tiramisu cake n a purple or blue rose wld lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1093667221988178812004-08-28T12:16:00.000+08:002004-08-28T12:29:31.690+08:00i actually managed to get my lazy butt out of my comfy bed at 530am to go play badminton with cel n the guys at 7am at toa payoh sports hall..finally accomplished a gd productive exercise n had a fun time =)..hah..but feeling so exhausted now cos i only had 4 hrs of slp last nite..yawnz..i'm off for lunch now n back to slp aft that..nitez everyone..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1093612704676841062004-08-27T21:15:00.000+08:002004-08-27T21:18:24.676+08:00all the photos in my comp are gone..all gone..cos my mum re-downloaded all the programs..how great is tat..urgge..damn it..n i fell into the drain juz now, embarrassed myself n got a new scar on my leg..great dae huh..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1093358522137886712004-08-24T22:37:00.000+08:002004-08-25T18:34:36.436+08:00there's this internal turmoil going on inside of me n i can't seem to get rid of it as much as i really want to cos there's no winning side..i dunno who i am anymore..i feel like crappz..it seems like everytime i reach the high points of my life..it'll just be taken away so mercilessly n everything starts crumbling down..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1093170266325195072004-08-22T18:24:00.000+08:002004-08-22T18:24:26.326+08:00butties! lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1093170191019300322004-08-22T18:23:00.000+08:002004-08-22T18:23:11.020+08:00before going out on sat.. lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1092838068919408142004-08-18T21:52:00.000+08:002004-08-18T22:07:48.920+08:00my new blog template made by yunx..i luv it..thanx dearie =)..
physics mock paper todae was tough..urgge..such a pain is the *#@*%.. the stress is seriously building up inside of me n it's driving me bonkers..it doesn't help tat my pms is rnd the corner either..i need to go exercise soon..m getting fat =(..n i ain't gonna lose to u in the tummy competing bet u hear me..never..ahaha..i luv u so lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1092655347811432342004-08-16T19:12:00.000+08:002004-08-18T21:51:46.546+08:00~i'm totally addicted to the feeling of being in luv cos i'm totally addicted to u..~
i'm looking forward to tmr cos i'm skipping sch =)..miss my little clique so darn much..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1091630441410783822004-08-04T22:24:00.000+08:002004-08-04T22:40:41.410+08:00carreer dae today was insightful n motivating..it sure helped me hav a plan of wat i wanna do n i sure am motivated now to study hard for As n work towards my goal =)..the talks on hospitality really make me wanna go into it even more..find the service industry so intriguing n meaningful cos the fulfillment i will get out of it is juz priceless..n well as for banking n finance, the money is lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1091543323723401452004-08-03T22:25:00.000+08:002004-08-03T22:28:43.723+08:00i'm in an absolutely jolly mood..dun ask me why =)..
~abstinence is what i wanna achieve now..~lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1091454363174523072004-08-02T21:46:00.000+08:002004-08-20T20:11:55.150+08:00
31st july 2004 (i luv my lil clique!)
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1091185989571562082004-07-30T18:47:00.000+08:002004-07-30T19:13:09.573+08:00i wanna go on a shopping spree cos i hav an urge to splurge..saw a couple of things i like..but juz can't afford all of them..it's terrible living only on my meagre allowance..i feel pathetic n deprived..haha..
things i want:
1) guess bag
2) ralph lauren romance perfume
3) black n white duffle bag(if it's even spelt tis way)
4) belts, belts n more belts (there can neva ever be enough belts..)
5lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1091103672194557082004-07-29T20:10:00.000+08:002004-07-29T20:28:26.676+08:00tanning plans for this saturday have been dashed..dissappointing i wld say..well sch have been relatively monotonous n stressful tat it's really unbearable at times..juz feel so suffocated n cooped up in sch sometimes..wonder wat i wld do without my butty..it's amazing how i can actually be so worried bout my studies but actually not do anything bout it..
the feeling of being taken for granted nlala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1090671431118470192004-07-24T20:13:00.000+08:002004-07-24T20:17:11.116+08:00baby i'm so proud of u for being so brave n going thru wat u have gone thru..i noe it wasn't easy..i luv u..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1090048026186736212004-07-17T14:49:00.000+08:002004-07-17T15:07:06.186+08:00i've shed enough tears for u..i don't understand why must u hurt me this way..do you actually think that a simple msg the next day saying that u are sorry will make everything ok again? don't you think the least you could do is to give me an explanation? i've been waiting for you to call for the pass 2 days but your call never came..u don't really care do u..or is it just your pride..am i not lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1089640319462348412004-07-12T21:28:00.000+08:002004-07-12T21:51:59.463+08:00i luv my sweeties..
cel:thanx for planning the celebration n all..i really appreciate it butty! n the cake was so yummy..my favourite..heh..really made me so happie n touched tat u payed so much attn to wat i like..everiting was perfect..luv u sweets..*muackz* =)..
junz:happie bdae dearie!! really glad we've been seeing more of each other now..n it's really fun celebrating our bdaes together lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1088699185404469442004-07-02T00:16:00.000+08:002004-07-02T00:29:01.510+08:00i juz came to a sudden realisation tat i've been so annoyingly selfish..juz realized tat wat i've been tinking bout lately is alwayz bout myself..if i had juz spent more time on being concerned bout others n not indulge in my so-called "pitiful" state n not alwayz blame others for my own mistakes, life wld hav been so much more fulfilling..tat's probably why i was so down not too long ago..it's lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1087909311789207972004-06-22T21:01:00.000+08:002004-06-22T21:01:51.790+08:00i luv my baby more den aniting in the world =)..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1087840000302064132004-06-22T01:40:00.000+08:002004-06-22T01:48:38.296+08:00i swear taking pictures r therapeutic..well at least for me..haha..it's certainly something i enjoy doing n it lightens up my gloomiest daes..it might be juz for tat moment but i'm pretty much contented..so can't exactly blame me for getting into this photo-taking frenzy..one of the perks in life =)..especially since i'm so stressed out rite now..exams r coming in less den a wk..i beta buck up onlala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1087797498524362872004-06-21T13:53:00.000+08:002004-06-21T13:58:18.523+08:00haven't been spending time with my little clique for so damn long n time spent with them recently (yunx where r u??) juz made me realised how much i've missed out..i hav such fun with them..not gonna neglect u guys already yah..n yes we muz mk tanning our wkly ritual =)..luv u guys..*muackz*..gonna go hav my lunch now n start mugging after tat...lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1087318978339929852004-06-16T00:51:00.000+08:002004-06-16T01:02:58.340+08:00~lala luvs cel alot alot alot =)~
thanx for being so sweet dearie..really appreciate u being dere for me to listen n comfort me n accepting me for all my flaws..i noe i can be really terrible at times..real sorri bout tat..luv u sweets..my butty!! =p
decided to accept myself for the way i am..everi1's special n attractive in their own unique way n i believe i m too..thanx for the lecture todae lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1086969695938392772004-06-11T23:56:00.000+08:002004-06-12T00:01:35.940+08:00~vanity has it's pros & cons doesn't it..~
i noe it's impossible to ever be perfect but i certainly lust for it & i hate myself for wanting it so bad..
ching>i miss u dear..it's like impossible for me to go to ur blog..forever getting to the error page =(..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1086850969642098742004-06-10T14:59:00.000+08:002004-06-10T15:02:49.643+08:00the insecurities in me are overwhelming n revolting..i'm at a total lost of what to do..the last thing i want is to return to the way i used to be...
~new photos uploaded..~lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1086527297004298002004-06-06T20:57:00.000+08:002004-06-06T21:08:17.003+08:00went shopping with mum at suntec todae..ended up only buying a pair of heels n a jacket cos i cldn't find any nice clothes..n having to undergo her unavoidable mood-swings and throwing her temper at me cos of her impatient nature is totally not worth it..she ended up spoiling my mood today too..it'll be a long time before i go shopping with her again..it's a total mental torture to listen to her lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1086364809532993802004-06-04T23:54:00.000+08:002004-06-05T00:00:09.533+08:00went to ian's passing out parade todae..place looked better than i imagined somehow..baby i may not show it but i'm real proud of u for getting through it..luv u so much..had seafood for dinner..feeling so damn full n sleepy now..gonna go to bed soon..nitez..pardon me for the crappy entry..ain't exactly in the mood to blog these days..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1086200285343899602004-06-03T02:16:00.000+08:002004-06-03T02:18:05.343+08:00~don't play games with me...~
i love my little clique so darn much!!lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1085832522146346732004-05-29T19:52:00.000+08:002004-05-29T20:08:42.146+08:00i need to let out everiting i'm feeling inside of me..everiting..ytd's party at rouge was a flop..the freaking long queue, the lousy service and my crappy mood all adds up to a lousy nite..shan't elaborate..it was juz a real disappointment but i figured everiting is over now n i shldn't dwell into tinking bout it..guess it was nobody's fault..
miss spending time with my close friends..i seem to lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1084878033526357562004-05-18T18:45:00.000+08:002004-05-18T19:00:33.526+08:00it's sucha relief tat i'm no longer feeling edgy n cranky..back to my normal self..guess i really shld tk tings easy n not stress myself out so much..i feel as though i'm drifting apart from my friends..i certainly miss my little clique so so much..it seems as though i've been missing out on so many of their activities..i hate it when i gotta choose..it really sux..temptations of clubbing is lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1083747172377534592004-05-05T16:52:00.000+08:002004-05-05T17:00:01.623+08:00my life has come to a point where it seems disgustingly stagnant..accomplishing the same old routine everyday without anything to spice it up..i'm 19 but i feel as though i'm living as if i was 90..everything just feel so wrong and boringly monotone..every little thing just seems to irk me..i miss being care-free..i miss laughing all the time till my tummy hurts and being able to smile without lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1083587212960120792004-05-03T20:26:00.000+08:002004-05-03T20:31:08.030+08:00watched 50 1st dates on sat..i simply adore the show! it was touching, heartwarming n funny at the same time..
i miss my baby so much already...
caroline>haha..u guessed it rite =p..
cel>yup french fries craving still on..and so is the gelare craving =(..when? when?
junz>i was already controling so hard not to laugh..it was kinda hard to bring myself to glare at him..haha..i wanna go drinking lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1083063946427419632004-04-27T19:05:00.000+08:002004-04-27T19:17:30.686+08:00~funny incident at the bus-stop..~
me n cel were waiting at the bus-stop near my place for her bus to come when a black car drove past n stopped at the bus-stop..n out came a fat n below average guy..
fat guy:my friend in the car wld like to get to noe the both of u. u both want a ride home?
cel:no no no it's ok..it's getting late i tink u both shld go home. (it was only 6pm when at tat time..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1082452402310637442004-04-20T17:13:00.000+08:002004-04-20T17:17:26.733+08:00i'm feeling down in the dumps..all these feelings are gushing back to me, i dunno why and i'm still at loss on what to do..i need to pull myself up...lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1082365000410979802004-04-19T16:56:00.000+08:002004-04-19T17:00:42.860+08:00~i juz gotta learn to be contented with myself for the way i am..~
baby i'm missing u like crazy..it makes the phrase "absence makes the heart grow fonder" hold a truckload more meaning..urghh..all this missing is driving me nuts..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1082268654547733902004-04-18T14:10:00.000+08:002004-04-18T14:16:20.186+08:00tis feeling inside of me is killing me..darn it..wat's wrong with me..i gotta get out of tis fast..
~i juz wanna scream at the top of my voice at it to go away...~lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1082172823618889182004-04-17T11:33:00.000+08:002004-04-17T11:37:43.310+08:00~i thought nothing remains no more, but is it true...~
more new photos uploaded of me n cel =)..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1081933323233216452004-04-14T17:02:00.000+08:002004-04-14T17:06:49.280+08:00feeling rather proud of myself being home at tis time of the dae..it's only 4 n i'm home =)..it's been so long since i actually reach home before the sun sets..tink i shld do it more often..weekdaes spent roaming ard town is juz so meaningless n a waste of time..by the time i reach home, i'll be so physically n mentally drained tat i can't get ani studying done but still end up slping late..i'll lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1081699934392706752004-04-12T00:12:00.000+08:002004-04-12T00:16:06.903+08:00sch in a little more den 7 hrs..how boring is tat..totally dragging it..n i miss my baby like crazy already..i'm in a totally cranky mood now..really suck..
cel>yup sch's so gonna suck..n yes yes we'll go play pool soon..see ya in 7 hrs time..
junz>yup yup i will..i'll do it when i'm not too lazy..haha..
lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1081079452409904162004-04-04T19:50:00.000+08:002004-04-04T19:54:34.496+08:00clubbing at newsroom ytd was ok..the music really sucked thou..but it was all compensated for by the company of the gals (cel junz yunx cindy caroline) n ian..if u get tat drunk again i'm not gonna bother animore..why dun u ever learn..a drunk gal ain't exactly the most pleasant sight..
thanx dearies for looking out for me =)..
yanz>miss ya too =(..msg me to ask me out lah..
sera>thanx..misslala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1080811090967778052004-04-01T17:18:00.000+08:002004-04-01T18:08:04.060+08:00~it's a matter of time before u have to bear the consequences of your own actions, there's no room for regrets and there's no point running away from it...~
it disgusts me when i see the extent of how shallow some guys can get..don't they know the simple fact that whatever they say and the way that they carry themselves just show their apparent lack of depth and uncivilised nature? i feel sad lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1080562475911412582004-03-29T20:14:00.000+08:002004-03-29T20:18:10.280+08:00feel so much beta now =)..lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1080034243456562092004-03-23T17:30:00.000+08:002004-03-25T00:54:30.090+08:00dae was spent at home cos of my horrid flu..rest at home todae was gd for me..managed to sort out my thoughts..
~tmr i'm gonna wake up n everiting wld be fine again, enuf of being upset..so not worth it..i'm no longer the weak girl i used to be..~lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1079884262518340922004-03-21T23:51:00.000+08:002004-03-21T23:54:25.576+08:00went to watch "the eye 2" todae with ian at ps..the show was kinda sick..it sure changed my impression of giving birth man..show wasn't tat scary but it sure was shocking at some parts..n it didn't help tat ian purposely made funny noises to scare me..urgge..haha..me n ian met up with leonard n cel to play pool aft tat..it sure was fun..me n cel played against them..played 2 games n we won 1..yaylala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1079805646945301962004-03-21T02:00:00.000+08:002004-03-21T02:04:09.436+08:00~i guess u can't really trust anyone but urself~
feelings of disappointment are evoked in me..
but i'm not gonna evade from this inflicted n irreversible act..
i'm stronger den this,
i noe i am......
cel>thanx for neva failing to be dere for me..it really means alot to me..i'll be dere for u all the time too..luv ya dearie..
criz>miss ya too..yup k k we'll meet up soon..msg me anitime yah =)lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5984425.post-1079357041488184102004-03-15T21:24:00.000+08:002004-03-15T21:31:01.343+08:00well time for some updates..didn't exactly do too well for cts..sigh..ptm is so gonna suck big time..but i guess it's no time for regrets now..gotta really get my head buried in books already before it's too late..i noe i've been saying it too many times but i'll seriously get down to it tis time..i will..
fri>> went swensen's at parkway (the place changed so much, sure looks like a great place lala (:http://www.blogger.com/profile/17256725408589733987noreply@blogger.com